Where Is You Boy Tonight?
Today came the day I'll post the rest of the story that I * O *! as they do not love, but I love Patrick and thanks to this bastard pulled out a dramatic side I did not know ... Idiot ... AMODORO you! *--------------* Well, here is part three, four and five! xDD
felt like the punishment never would leave me, I never wanted to cause problems, but what I do, I am a web of problems and no longer wanted to cause this. was hours, I saw him in that chair thoughtfully, even underwear were the two. This head can not but, I think I should do so now ... I do not know if I can ... I get out of that chair direction the door.
- What are you doing? "I asked him.
I think it's time for me to go, "answered a bit confused.
- How?-Rose.
-Patrick, will not be happy with me ...
- What do you mean? "Take my arm.
I do not want to cause more problems, I want you happy, but not me.
"Do not do, your problems are mine and I will resolve it. "No Patrick, I can not get involved in this ... you can die from this. "I'd rather die. "Do not harder and let go. - Why let go if I love you? "Her green eyes filled with tears. "For how much I love ... let me. - No! "His drops fell on me.
"You are too much for me.
-understand, you You're not leaving my side. - I do not want to die because of me, "he cried. - So why did you leave me? "I am a problem.
- But you really will want to go?
"No, but it's better for you, do not know what to say. "Well, if you like, do accept my decision. -Patrick ... "But always remember that I love you, kiss me and let me go.
still feel their sense of "I love you" ... I do not understand I'm doing, but I can not suffer anymore, I deserve this anyway and he does not deserve my suffering. Dressed
and take my things needed to get out of him, but he stopped me again.
-Tamy, you're only a child, "she said while touching my face.
I smiled, he loved me and digest.
"But you look like ... a girl has not lived yours.
He fell a little tear in my eye.
"Neither girl has been so loved," she said wiping my tears.
-Patrick, I can not ... "Nobody is as
you, are one-ended
"I really do not want to" open it.
"It would be a fool if I let you go ..." But you did
"No, I just wanted you to take a decision because I love you.
"Oh I do not care if Brendon loves you, do not care if many others love you, only you," I'll be taking my face.
"I will not ... What would my life without you?
- What would Tamy? "I wonder
" Just nothing ... I would never have told you how important you are to me ... "I'll tell
with your eyes ...
-Patrick, I love you. -
Feeling his hands on my face, his tears falling on me slowly, his eyes reflected in sadness and a look of "Do not do" all he had to do was to be with é , l. Knew that without him would be lost and helpless, would be alone in the streets as I was some time ago, but he took me out of this situation. After he left to Brendon ... I lived a life of a bitch in the streets, I think more than once I drogue, the occasional abuse that he knew me without my consent, did not know what he was doing, until one day ... I get it, looked like he died on the floor and rescued me from that life, I stay at home and treated me just fine. Then he confessed that even he was in love with Ely said that also was of me. Were months of complete happiness, I felt so good to know that Patrick had beside me and made me feel I had all the happiness in the world here.
Then began the thousands of news about my deception, my face everywhere, everywhere hatred, contempt, shame, humiliation, sadness. I did not want to live this way so take the wrong decision.
- Do not you go? "He interrupted again Patrick.
"No, I'll stay with you," I said.
-solve all our problems.
- Our? ... are mine alone ...
"I told you your problems are mine
-Patrick ... - I watched
-Tamy, you're so pretty, "he said approaching me.
"I love when you say so.
- Tamy?, I think it sounds more tender.
"Nobody used to call me ---
- Am I the first?, Does that make me special?" Asked he.
"If you are,"
We're just looking for a while, then started to kiss him, but did not want to feel this pain, I just wanted to feel him ... I get to fourth, I can not even recognize it as "our", continued with it, kissed every part of my body, touch my skin and just endorsed me that night. Hours later
awake beside her, still I have the taste of it is my mouth, he was sleeping nicely with a smile of satisfaction is his face, and I open it snaps into nude body, but I think I interrupted their dreams.
said "I woke up sleepy.
"Sorry, I needed to hold you," he said touching his skin.
"You know, I was thinking that we could have holiday just you and me ... Do you agree?
"It's a good idea," I pleased.
-remove these problems and we can relax.
- right!
"Tomorrow I will plan, OK?
-Okay.
"Now sleep," he said closing his eyes.
"I will, I also closed my eyes.
other days passed, I have not heard absolutely nothing since I saw Brendon this time with the gun at my door, I do not know anything about him either ... I want to leave me alone with Patrick . Today we go on vacation ... I want to go to the beach, he said he would go wherever I wanted so we'll go to the beach, I need to feel the sand and sea, but I almost threw myself into the sea in my attempt suicide.
- Is everything OK? "Said Patrick very happy.
"Sure, I do not want to be here for a while," he said painfully.
"I need not think about bad things and just enjoy.
"Help me enjoy the ride.
- Of course!, Will help you in everything. Why
Patrick gives me all her happiness? Even think he and I no longer have to steal it all from the first day I saw him.
We were in complete silence when the door opens with despair.
- Ryan? "I said to him.
"Yes, I think I should tell you something important-spoke tired.
- Need to leave them alone? "Said Patrick.
"No, you'll know anyway Patrick. "Said Ryan.
- Tell us "I said.
-Okay ... I will tell you in detail ...
"After he told me that Brendon Vanessa mistreated, I was where I could find, but when I opened the door ... I met Brendon, standing there with a gun.
- Brendon "I said shivering.
-Ryan, vegas not here wasting your time, she loves you ...
Friend, Pasha said that gun-approaching him.
- Stay away! "He said pointing the gun.
"Okay, raise your arms.
"Do not do anything, not Vanessa, just laughed
Patrick, Brendon, careful what you do.
"He destroyed my life, why I did not it?" Said maniac.
"Do not fall for this, try to get close.
- No, I will, "I was aiming.
-Brendon ... "I leave here, do not do anything," He moved slowly pointed at his head until I get to go.
first thing I did was call his phones, but nobody answered. I inspected the whole place and could not find. Suggested go to your apartment, maybe Brendon can kill, so I quickly ran to the apartment of Vanessa, a car almost ran me over, but he did, when the end comes ... I did not know where he could be, the search everywhere until I found that bath fully closed, opened with an old trick and there she was, standing before the mirror with a gun, she wanted to commit suicide.
- Ryan? "She said.
-Vanessa, get away that gun, "he said as I approached.
"No Ryan, no more.
- No, Please do not!
- Dejame Ryan! Nobody cares if I die.
"You're wrong.
- Does anyone care?
"Yes, my tears began to fall ...
-yo - Do you, Ryan?, Kidding.
"Yes, I'm not kidding.
- Why do you care? "Because
Vanessa, I love you" I said crying.
- AND Zeta?
-up with her long-Oh
Ryan-she dropped the gun and fell into my arms.
- Vanessa!, Wake up!
She woke up, then take her to hospital, the doctor said it was just a simple faint, but still worried.
- Only that? "I
" I summarized as I could, "said Ryan.
- "She's fine now," I asked.
"Yes, now I care a lot.
"Thanks Ryan" I said. "Nothing ...
- Something more to say," I said noticing the face of Ryan.
"Yes, Patrick ...
-" What, "asked him.
-Brendon is loose and says he will kill you ...
- How?, Explain! - Scream.
"Nobody has seen Brendon the last few days ... I do not know even know anything about him, but we seek ...
felt that the penalty and the problems never end up & hellip , I again feel the urge to leave Patrick, he has to endure this for my guilt, I love to read your mind and know what you think of this.
"But quiet ...
- Quiet? You know perfectly Brendon "I said.
"Yes, but not in danger.
"I need out-take my things and went to take leave.
- No, you do not go anywhere without me, "he stopped Patrick
- Really need to take air alone ...
- Brendon What if you do something?
"He did not do anything, it's you who wants to kill
-Tamara, would you accompany me?" Asked Ryan.
"No, I go alone, I refused.
-Tamy, if something happens ... I do not forgive, "said Patrick.
I thought, I have a perfect plan.
- Tamara!, Dinos, "said Ryan.
"Well, Patrick accompany me?" I said sweet tone.
"Sure, I'm going anywhere.
"But ... What about Brendon?
"If you want you join us," he said.
- Oh, like old times. Leaving
a park not far from home. Patrick Ryan and never stopped watching me, knew they had a hunch that I'm planning something. Do not know the happiness that I when I saw that Zeta was here, my plan was perfect. Within minutes, I told Patrick to go to buy ice cream, was the most childish, but he fell into the trap. Ryan then had to get rid of that keeps watch, also in minutes approached Ryan "Zeta" and it was my plan.
-Ryan, so long, "he said.
- Zeta, here, "Ryan was so worried that they would not notice when he was not there.
"If I come with my boyfriend.
- Boyfriend?, I see you already have.
"Sure, I want you to see Gabe someone.
- Gabe? "Said Ryan
- Ho Hi Ryan! I go out with your ex - it was the very Gabe Saporta. "That cute
Ryan said sarcastically.
- Do you come with someone? "She asked.
-SI, with ... Tamara? , Tamara?
- engañoa The girl your sister? "Asked Gabe.
"Yes, but not ... Ray! "He said angrily.
"I come ... with ice ... "Gabe?" Came
Patrick - Patrick Stump Oh! "Shouted Gabe.
Tamara "If what I asked.
-I lost sight of one minute and lost ...
- How lost sight of shit? "Cried Patrick.
"We must look," said Ryan.
He was far from the park that I know that Patrick should be very worried about me now, but I'll be over him all my life. My plan was to hang out with Brendon, do not know what can happen ... we can arrange all or just one of them died, many times he had taken a weapon or to falsely that he shot someone, but this time everything would be different. My cell phone was full of calls, however, I should call him. He well knew my number and I own, but would it be dumb enough to let me find? The question arose in me and do not hesitate one second, pull my cell to what was the sea, if I came where I could commit suicide. I know that my ideas are never good, but this one had it all planned in a second. I changed my clothes and everything, I threw my clothes the sea also. Spend the day hiding, my plan was to be one hundred percent perfect. I went to a place nobody knew, I would spend my night there. Only sorry for Patrick ... I love him.
things if they happen fast, the police were looking for me everywhere, but I'll be more ready this time. Walking down the street with ways to find the first public telephone ... I found one!, Enter and framework du number, take seconds after I answered.
- "Yes," was him.
-Brendon, I'm Tamara, "I said.
- Tamara!, What happened?, Did you want me back?
"I need to talk to you, I said to seductive.
"Oh, you want to see me?" Just to note Urie's voice was beginning to get excited.
"Yes," I said resolutely.
- Where do you want me? "I ask him.
"In a place where no one will see ... you know.
"Yes, I know what you mean. Urie
-Fast, I have all the time
- Do you think we used gift get together?
-Ok, now, goodbye-cutting.
Brendon knew what I wanted, but he did not know what I wanted from him ... all I want is to make you understand things, apologize anyway I was the dog that ruined his beautiful life. Well, I needed to clarify everything Brendon, are my problems ... I resolve to anyone else, but ... I think he had to do it, I do not want him to die because of me., That he suffers because of me and whatever you do end up doing it all wrong, do not know why he not let me ... I had a perfect life before they met.
not resist more, enter your number and I called ... no answer ... would you be looking for ... I do not know, but ...
- "Hello?" I felt his voice was horrible.
-Patrick - I felt like my heart was torn.
- Tamara!, Tell me where are you? "His voice took happiness.
"I'm fine, Patrick ... I want to be happy, no problems, but I need to remove only one ... Patrick, I love you-cut. Before cutting
felt her tears upon hearing my words. Ta felt no pain although I know that I died when Patrick tried to commit suicide and I just rebuilt ... I will ... no matter what happens ...
so do not understand how technology could not even find me, I would already be to the place where I used to spend unforgettable evenings with him. I vividly remember the place, I know where it is and I'm pretty sure I only dared to tell from this place to ... Ryan Ross. To reach this place unknown, steal a car ... I do not know how I will, but nobody can see. Then I remembered the Urie rented car to go to our shelter, never buy it because it was secret and no one should see. I went to that place was completely empty ... ... Eureka! An old abandoned car was there, I take several minutes to find his key, but I did and I go away.
- Listen!, That's my car! "Ran a gentleman to me.
Without
casually, starting at full speed he could be my last, I am not a good driver, but it was a challenge for me to drive without a shock, dodging cars, was lost, but I remember the place and thanks to God that no one followed me here.
did not count the hours, but I figured that it would fall night. I hope Urie still here, he does not understand anything ... I'm risking my life by a madman, but giving it a hero. I rather know that Patrick has saved me many times, he's my hero, but I can save the situation. Urie is a villain, but I have the guilt? ... and asked me several times and realized that harm all the people I love, rather I am the villain of this story, I have to blame for all this and it should take. I do not care what happen to me, Patrick ... I cared to another question in my head ... Should Brendon kill and go to jail or kill me and leave me free Patrick?
watched as night fell, it did not matter much ... I was at this place, I noticed that he was seeing another car and I knew it was patent him who he was.
I was in a strange situation, but then take step to address him ... yeah, I was standing there watching the sky.
-Brendon "I said behind him. Tamara
"I thought it would not come," he said trying to hug me.
"I need to talk to you.
"Me too.
- Can we go? "He said.
"Sure, we went into that house.
Thousands of memories were here, I do not know if they were good or bad ... Well, I was in with Mr. Urie, he had a seductive look with me and I just looked at the place that once was my biggest secret.
- Remembering good times? "She said interrupting me.
I do not know if they were good, "he said.
-course if you really love ... "he said as he touched my waist.
"I do not want that Brendon ...
- Do not want one night with me?
"No, I have to make you understand that what we had died long ago and now I'm with Patrick ...
- Patrick not so good at this, right? "said undoing the buttons of my shirt.
- Why did you kill?
"Because ... I do not get the idea that I've stopped by this guy so ... do not know ... stupid," said even undressing.
"He's not stupid ... he's wonderful," I said.
"But I'm better ...
" If you want this, take your hand and slide all over my body, why not give me something in return?
-Tamara, I need you.
- Me will give something in return?
- What do you mean? I do not know ...
rebuild your life and forget about me ...
- Do not you understand I can not do that? "He said.
- How do you know if you have not tried? "I said something and angry.
"I know and whatever you do you'll be mine," said her body closer to mine.
- I'm yours!, Idiot! "To push.
"Relax, you do not leave here without mine.
- Who Said It?, Bastard!
"Think ... if you stay with me, I did not do anything to you Patrick ...
- Listen son of a bitch ... if you will do something to Patrick, I'll kill you!
- wow! The love for his fair.
-try to get my gun-
"Now we do this, but he drew his weapon before me.
"Unfortunately," he pointed his gun at my head.
"It will make you hurt, we spend only one night together ...
" Brendon, do you took your pills?
"No, my love, I'm not over-
Brendon was a complete psychopath who wanted to kill someone, I never thought I see it, but no longer with his pills he was completely lost. I did not want to be with Brendon, I wanted to be with Patrick ... now I will not be leaving here and will suffer é. My perfect plan died because of some pills, I asked ... How is he?
- Patrick, calm down, "he cried Ryan.
- How do you want me to calm down if I do not know where is she? "Cried Patrick.
"The police are looking for calm," said Ross.
- Do you think they found?
"I guess if
Patrick ... I do not believe.
- Hey, Get! "Was the very same Pete Wentz.
- Pete?, Who will notice? "Asked Ryan.
"We all know now ...
- Shit ... Why did it? "Said Patrick.
- Do you know anything about her? "Asked Pete.
"Not since she called me ... I think
" Hey ... Pete? ...
"Yes, Vanessa, she was there.
"Okay, call the police we went to the police station.
- Come, "said Patrick.
went to that place to meet with such bad news.
"Tell me what has happened," said Commissioner Patrick.
-Sr. Stump ... I think that I have bad news.
"Please tell me ..." We found
clothes and things in the sea ... Tamara
- How? "he said.
"Yes, we have the possibility that she may have been a suicide.
"But ... No, can not be happening!" Shouted angry Patrick.
"It's just the truth Mr. Stump.
- No! She can not be dead! "Is altered.
We do not know yet, but is a possibility.
"I have a hunch that is not true," said Vanessa.
-work on that.
"Okay," she said.
I think it's best not to go, "said Pete.
- I'm going! I'll get it! "Said Patrick crying.
-Patrick, tranquil-stop was Pete.
- No! I just want to see, "he said as his tears fell.
"We'll find," she said.
- When?, When is dead?
-this-
not
Brendon was crazy and I had no escape. Needed to get my gun and kill some time ... did not really want to kill Brendon, but if it continues like this ... should.
-Brendon, take that gun to my head, "he said.
"No, because I love you and want your body," he said taking off my clothes.
"Just for that I want," I laughed.
"No, but tonight if-undressed quickly.
"" I do not love me.
"Shut up and return to the good times.
As much as I liked Brendon kisses, and it was not. Kissed my body, but I felt the sensation of the lips of Patrick, touching my body, but I felt Patrick's hands touching me. Sentíaa no longer Brendon, Patrick sentíaa. When he began to do it ... I did not feel that pleasure I felt long ago, he did not give me anything, I just felt like a girl raped that night. Step one Diaye
not know how to escape it, needed to have Patrick and say I'm sorry and I love him too ... I was here in bed and Brendon at my side, he saw me hypnotized and I'm uncomfortable.
- Why do it Brendon? "He asked. "Because
I want you with me, "he replied.
-
I do not understand - why were with me then?
"Because I'm a fool, I realized that was Patrick.
-Patrick, Patrick, Patrick, Patrick, who cares?
"Me, you know how is it ...
- A fool who steals girlfriends?
"No, he is charming, it fills me with happiness, he loves me ...
- Shut up - I stopped.
"He looks after me and tells me nice things, I love him.
- Shut Tamara! "He shouted.
- or did what? "I said.
"You're so rebellious, so I love it.
- you let me go?
"No, we are always here, I need to go outside ... better not ...
-Brendon," I hate you with rage.
"I love you, but not trust you," disappeared for a moment, but I feel the door locked.
- Brendon?, Open to me! Open the door son of a bitch! "he shouted.
"Just want you to be there a while think about your sweetheart, I'll worry about that car disappear ...
Song of the Day: Underdog-You Me At Six
Quote of the day: GIMME! hahah long history
Bye, I do not want, I just want to Patrick, no one else, not myself I want. _. well ... I want to just three people ... Patrick, Brendon and William * W * love * w *!
anyone else
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